For the longest time, music would have an enormous effect on me. Some time ago, I grew numb and bored, not allowing it to do anything, and not looking into new music coming my way. Perhaps I was afraid of feeling, I don't know.
Then I started listening again. And there was music, and feeling, and emotion, and pain, and tears, and joy, and ohmygosh I can't sleep because my heart starts racing because this song excites me or moves me or touches my heart.
and it hurts. to feel again, is touching on that inner part that you know is buried.. and its going to really be painful to dig it up. But wow is it purifying. and agonizing. and beautiful.
And in order to cope, or to survive, I may have to slow down...you know, skip over a song so I can breathe. But I gotta go back and listen.
James Morrison: I Won't Let you Go
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgRb_lfIZ6A
Right by your side
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ION03f9kGaw
Monday, February 3, 2014
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